Knot Needed by Jamie Kassel

Author:Jamie Kassel [Kassel, Jamie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Host of the Hills
Published: 2021-07-06T21:00:00+00:00

9

His baby wakes up sobbing, comes out of the bedroom and makes a beeline for Preston. He’s naked. Preston turns him back around and takes him back to the bedroom, has him sit down and hands him his pillow to hold onto while he stares blankly into space.

“You’re good, sweetheart,” he says, and kisses the top of his head.

Michael sighs heavily, collapses forward so he’s pressed into Preston.

“Let me get you something to wear,” he says.

Michael nods. Preston can feel him watching him the entire time. Like he’s half expecting Preston to disappear. He dresses him in his boxer briefs, a pair that’s too small and which he should have gotten rid of but sort of kept for emergency purposes. He’d been thinking laundry crisis, not omega in distress, but here they are. He gets Michael into his underwear and into his robe and tries to figure out if that’s going to be enough.

“What are you thinking?” Preston can’t stop touching his face, needing Michael to see him, really fixate on him and connect with where he is and why. Preston knows it won’t always be like this, that this is just a weird mix of hormones and submissive patterns shoving to the surface, ramped up and exacerbated by years of repression magnifying his more submissive traits, but god damn it’s debilitating for Michael. If a threat came in right now they’d both be dead.

It’s horrible and emotional and Michael is gone, sunk inside himself and regressed into his primal omega self. Submissive self. He clutches onto Preston.

“Why would you keep me, alpha?” Michael finally asks, lower lip trembling.

“Because you’re mine now. All mine.” He knows the words aren’t really going in. Michael reeks of anxiety. He’s been covered in Preston’s scent, and come, he’s dressed in his alpha’s things and it still isn’t enough. Preston goes to his closet. Michael said he didn’t like the bolts, didn’t want to be tied up but that’s the answer for this. It’s primal.

Instinct. Preston should try.

He pulls down the leather collar he bought for his omega. Just one of those things he’d hoped that one day he’d use. It’s still wrapped. A large pale blue silk bow. He takes it to the bed. Michael blinks at it.

“Alpha?”

“I bought this for my omega. I’ve had it for two years, sweetheart. Do you understand? I bought it hoping to find the person who’d wear it and now I have. alpha has been waiting for you. Of course I won’t let you go. Open the box, baby.”

Michael pulls the ribbon free, sniffling quietly. He’s chewing on his bottom lip absently and a tear drop falls onto the box. He lifts the lid off and glances at Preston. “It’s very expensive, alpha.”

“Yes, it was. My omega deserves the best.”

Michael carefully plucks the Bottega Veneta sticker and then parts the tissue paper. The collar is brown leather and woven. Preston is expecting enthusiasm, is already reaching for it to help him put it on. Michael isn’t saying anything, his scent isn’t changing.

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